how do you feel now?

i feel like..."sinking"...

..."...the secrets i hide
... twist me inside
.... they make me weaker..."...

with hope

like i'm living at the edge of the world

Hey You! Yes You oohoooooh!

I feel like doing the unstuck.
GF's back from Chicago, weather's lovely, got a fabulous CD on, lights are fixed in the bat cave & all is well....

I feel like... This is a lie tomorrow is Monday again

I also don't like Mondays



I' feeling like:

I'm lost again
with everything gone
and more alone
than i've ever been....

Like I'm standing at the edge of the world.

Like I Want tomorrow to come

... "always wanting more"

...inside of "pornography"...

..."...but it´s too late
one more day like today and i´ll kill you
a desire for flesh
and real blood
and i´ll watch you drown the shower
pushing my life through your open eyes..."...

...must i fight the sickness?...

..."...find a cure..."...

...waitng the light....

with hope

I feel like "i'm in room without a light, a room without a view"...